At one point here, I guess I blurted that I want to go back to school. Start the life of crazy parties and late nights again. Get a bit smarter in the process, if there is any hope left for my brain.
Well, I just want to let you all know, that I have taken the first step on that road. I have resigned today. Oh deary me, do I feel relieved. I am pretty certain that I have made the right decision.
This is my last week of working with this company. After that, well, there will be a small trip of celebration to London. Then, I do not have a clear picture of the future. Not quite yet. I think it is high time to start learning the language these people around me are speaking. That should open some more doors in working life and for studying as well. I hope.
The goal then? Eventually I want to study psychology. Get to know the mental side behind social phenomena and explore the wonders of our brain. That is the goal. It is the mountain top I am aiming for. The trail all the way up there is just partially hidden. You know how it can be with mountains. You think you are right next to the peak, but the trail fools you over. Goes down in between and takes you to another peak before the final climb. I think that is the road I am now looking at. I hope to finish there, at the highest peak.
Probably only to see the next mountain. A little higher, a little further. Wish me luck, anyways.